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There is so much going on in my life right now that I know I shouldn’t be thinking about this. I know I have to focus more than ever and not let anything to distract me specially now... But, what should I do [sigh]. After so many many years I have met someone that I really like but he isn’t interested. He doesn’t even look my way. I hate to act like a vulnerable teenage girl. This is noting like me. It's very hurtful at so many levels.

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Anonymous said…
I exactly know how you feel...
Exactly...
And it's when I remember Forough Farokhzad saying:
" I am cold,
I am cold,
and it is like I will never warm up.
My beloved, my sole beloved,
How old was that wine?
Do you know?"
...

Hold on dear friend...Hold on...
March 28, 2009
Shobeir said…
دلا نزد کسی بنشین که او از دل خبر دارد
بزیر آن درختی رو که او گلهای تر دارد

درین بازار عطاران، مرو هر سو چو بی کاران
به دکان کسی بنشین که در دکان شکر دارد

As far as I know its somehow impossible to change girls view but I'm not sure if it is true the other way :-)
PS: With a touch of love everyone becomes a poem. welcome to our gang :-)
March 28, 2009
Daisy said…
Thanks you two for being my virtual support group. It's hard but I'm trying my best.
March 28, 2009
Reza Mahani said…
I feel what I feel, no point in suppressing them or wishing they did not exist ... the only exception is when I am depressed, because then I cannot trust my feelings ...
April 10, 2009
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