Clueless-II !!!

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With everything that‘s been happening and not settled yet, I had a lot of time to have negative thoughts and no time for reflection. As the result my blog entries look poorer and poorer and I feel lost more than ever. I need to spend some time just for myself and for this blog. It has proven to me that in many occasions writing here helped me to keep my sanity. 

One of my biggest flaws is that I take in almost everything. I avoid expressing my feelings. I establish relationships (professional or personal) based on false expectations. People think treating me this way or that way is all right and does not bother me. They think their certain behaviour is approved by me. Then, there is one day that I realize that I can’t stand that person anymore and ... 

Another problem is that I expect certain people to have the same level of common sense as I do. Is it too much to expect a 22 years old to not leave half of her apple on the kitchen countertop for couple of days because it attracts fruit flies? Or if you see there are many fruit flies around, find the source and get rid of your apple.

Comments

Aftab bano said…
Hang in there azizam! Tell everyone what you think and think on yourself more. love u
June 30, 2011
Tameshk said…
Dearest Daisy,
I feel for you. It is terrible to feel you, your efforts and your feelings has been taken for granted. The only thing is that take your time, but at then end let them know how you felt by their actions. Sometimes we need to tell them, people are not good mind-readers. Also don't expect every 22 year old to be as responsible as you were when you were in your 20s. The younger generation are way different, wiser in many things and just careless in many other things. I send you my love and good thoughts. You will find the balance some how, I am sure.
June 30, 2011
Daisy said…
Thank you very much for your positive feedback...
July 01, 2011
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