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"The summer sun is fading as the year grows old And darker days are drawing near The winter winds will be much colder Now you're not here I watch the birds fly south across the Autumn sky And one by one they disappear I wish that I was flying with them Now you're not here Like the sun through the trees you came to love me Like a leaf on the breeze you blew away Through Autumn's golden gown we used to kick our way You always loved this time of year Those fallen leaves lie undisturbed now Cause you're not here Like the sun through the trees you came to love me Like a leaf on the breeze you blew away A gentle rain falls softly on my weary eyes As if to hide a lonely tear My life will be forever Autumn Cause you're not here, Cause you're not here, Cause you're not here...." It's the last day of May, I felt I needed to write something here. Click on the title if you want to watch the youtube video.

If someone doesn't have close friends, oftentimes there is a reason for that. p.s. I'll come back soon to replay to your comments.

Why do most women avoid telling their real age and most men don’t? I am a woman but I can’t figure out the answer to this question. Not telling your real age doesn't make you any younger. I am sure not everyone really enjoy getting old but why are women so sensitive about their age??

It’s all about knowledge sharing. We are getting there.

If you visit Vancouver and you want to do something fun these are the things you should be thinking of doing. I haven't done most of them yet. I have to give Lisa the credit for coming up with such a comprehensive list. The Great Outdoors: Queen Elizabeth Park & the Bloedel Conservatory Walking trails in Pacific Spirit Park Wandering around Stanley Park and/or the seawall The beach(es) Nitobe Gardens Dr. Sun Yat-Sen Gardens Grouse Mountain Butchart Gardens on the Island Whale watching Indoor Things: Museum of Anthropology The Vancouver Aquarium Movies (if it is rainy) Places to Eat: Aphrodite's Pies Cocoa Nymph Go Fish Naam (vegetarian restaurant) Saravanaa Bhavan (South Indian)

Some of my favourite smells: Tuberose flower Clean laundry Burning Wild rue seeds (esfand) & Coffee

My mother is a poem I'll never be able to write, though everything I write is a poem to my mother. Sharon Doubiago

"It's good to be just plain happy; it's a little better to know that you're happy; but to understand that you're happy and to know why and how and still be happy, be happy in the being and the knowing, well that is beyond happiness, that is bliss." Henry Miller They have put me on hold for the past 20 min to extend my health insurance. Patiently waiting to see when that next available agent they keep promising, will be with me, makes me think about these past two weeks with all its moments. It feels like I am always waiting for something, for tomorrow, for next weekend, for next month, for … . I’m tried of waiting for that bright future, for the day that I have it all. What if happiness is so vague and fuzzy that passes me by without I know it.