Denying emotions, over thinking, and over planning everything is my motto!!
However, this is what I have learned; the best thing for doing something is not to plan for it. I applied for a job and went for the interview without thinking about getting it and being emotionally invested in it.
I got it and then I realized I had to move for it. I have been packing, weeding, and organizing .... .
I like my current job and although my living situation has not been ideal in this city, I was okay with it. This is my last week at work and in this city and I can't hide my excitement. Maybe that tells me, I have not really been happy here and I should have done this long time ago.